Currently Listening Hymned No. 1 By Bart Millard see related

NEW NAME FOR GOOD: www.xanga.com/threenailssavedme

http://www.andiesisle.com/icanonlyimagine.html

the link above is a link and video that i want everyone in this world to experience.  when i first saw this, i teared up...closed my eyes...and imagined.  so please everyone watch the above video.

church was fun last night.  for the first hour i playd basketball with pastor scott and nate.  i blocked them a couple of times but couldnt make any free throws so i lost...well finished second to scott 21-19-4.  i almost won.  i made one free throw lol.  in the lesson we sung i can only imagine and i sung to the top of lungs...allowing me to sound decent of course lol.  we also sang some other songs did a skit and listened to a lesson.  it was a great.  after the lesson casey, bethy, che, cody, and i danced in the parking lot like we always do.  it was so much fun.  but today...i went looking again for a job because the gas station job im sure of now...which stinks.  and i am changing my layout again to a Christian layout.  we need more witnesses in this life for Him.  im outtie for now.

mw

Currently Listening Worship Jamz By Various Artists see related

you ever have that sense of feeling that you are trying to do something you dont see happening?  i mean...casey and i really do like each other but then her mom steps in.  i still have faith and hope that one day we will be together and i am willing to go another 2 years and wait for her.  by then i might just grab her and make her casey walker lol.  sounds good doesnt it?  lol.  but the way i feel right now is this.  to me casey is like that start you want to touch but just cant reach...you know you cant reach it, but you just keep trying anyways.  tonight was the most wonderful night ive had in a long time.  it ranks up there with my JR prom and the gwen concert.  in fact i put it #1.  i went to bethys with cody and suprised bethy and casey.  i told bethy to come to the side door and she blurted it so casey knew i was there.  we had so much fun.  i made her a new xanga site...its cajun_cutie91.  then we wrestled for a blanket lol.  oh..cody and i played nut ball lol.  but back to other things...casey and i flirted so much lol.  we even took a willy wonka quiz lol.  then the hilight of the night came...we walked to my truck and it was raining.  i chased her down the street in the pouring rain and hugged her all the way back to bethys.  but now here it gets mushy...i hugged her like always but this time it was hard to let go.  we back to my truck and it was still raining...she mentioned something to me about her wanting her xanga name to be kissmeintherain...i was like...its raining....should i?  i thought and thought this.  i pondered and pondered, yearning for my lips to meet hers.  yet i knew this was something i could not have so i settled for kissing her forehead and then her cheek.  i would rest my head on her arm and all the world was right.  i had no worries, no pain, no fear of what tomorrow might bring.  i knew then and there that as long as i have casey lynn arieux in my life then i would be the best dang thomas mark walker II i could be.  its like peanut butter and jelly how we belong together.  and now i am back to where i was describing the feelings i had for her.  whenever i hug her, its like i am a little kid on Christmas unwrapping that present you just knew santa would bring you...the one that wasnt clothes ya know lol?  and when i kissed her on the forehead...it was as if  my world was starting to go from night 24-7 to the sun shining down on my face, like there was night and there was always day.  and when my lips met her cheek...i felt unbroken.  i felt like the two sides of me, the dark evil side known as thomas, met up with the sensistive, loving side of me known as mark.  and they had a battle, and mark prevailed.  i no longer wanted to be this dark me just because of one person?  how could this be?  i know the reason...and casey the reason is you.  so in conclusion...i thank God every day for hurricane katrina...not for the bad it caused and the destruction and death...but for the fact that others like me have met that one person that makes a total impact on your life.  thank God i found casey.  wow...i can't stop smiling.  wait im not done...now that i think about it...i should have kissed casey...i should have never let go.  and the fact being why i should have done this...is becaused i am loved, and i love her.

edit: so i guess im losing lindsey as a friend because of lies told.  im used that sorta thing...but i dont think i will ever be able to cope with.  she was told that i said "she was breaking up with mike for me".  i never said those words.  these are my words "she said if me and mike break up, i would be going to prom with her."  so you rumor starters...get your story straight.  and i am sorry for the words i used on lindseys site.  i was extremely mad...and i dont have a good reason for why i used those words.  but church tonight.  i cant wait.  1800-2030.  woot woot.

edit 2:  lee says he didnt say that "she cant trust me" .  its on her site!

mw

Currently Listening Nothing Is Sound By Switchfoot see related

PRAY FOR COURTNEY SEGROVES MOTHER MISTY!  SHE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A BRAIN TUMOR THIS MORNING AND IS CURRENTLY IN CENTINNEAL HOSPITAL.

yesterday sucked.  school was pretty fun.  we had a AIM war against one another and guess who won...me.  lol.  i beat mr. cathey to win.  it was really cool.  but then the day took a drastic change.  i was talking to casey about us and we were smiling and laughing.  she said her mom came home...i was like good.  she was gonna talk to her mom about our age gap today...but she decided that she couldnt wait.  you probally know the rest...her mom said no.  i was pissed.  i couldnt take it, punched my wall and busted my knuckles wide open.  so i have this bandage on them and cuts all over.  seems like everyones life sucks at the moment and i just had to join in.  i mean, i really thought casey and i were the "it" couple for 2006.  but like always, parents have to step in.  but i guess brighter days will be coming.  i mean they have too...i need to get looking for that special one soon.  i found her.  but her mom doesnt think so.  so thats where i am now.  i am in this state of deep depression.  the kind that those emo kids are telling me about.  i mean i feel like growing my hair to my shoulders, wearing all black, and locking my door to everyone.  i have never ever really felt this way.  and this all just brings me to reason #2 why my life in 2006 sucks.  1) lost lindz due to rumors and stupid stuff, and now 2) lost the girl i thought would be with me for a long long time because her mom doesnt approver of a 4 year age gap.  anyone else want to throw in any more problems in my life while life is at it?  anyone?  open invitation world.  but the bright side is i can see her still and be her friend.  so praise God for that.  on a good note, i am reading the Bible again, and i may even decide to come back to FFM every other week depending on if that is sac-religious or not.  but i mean this feeling i have now sucks.  is it gonna end?

mw

Currently Listening They're Only Chasing Safety By UnderOath see related

woo what a great day.  i went to church with casey and bethy.  i had to get up at 830 to be at bethys at 945.  well i got there and she was running late lol.  her new "hawk" wasnt co-operating with her.  oh by the way, it looks spiff.  but she got ready and we went to get casey.  she lives like really close to me which is cool.  so we get her and jam to some music and bust out the "hi hats".  but we went back to bethys and she got her "hawk" the way she wanted it and we left for church.  the service was wonderful.  i rededicated myself to God.  i was in tears and thats not an every day thing for me.  i saw alan get baptised which was wonderful.  after the service, we went to IHOP for bethys mommys bday.  so we meet up with her mommy and che (brit).  also tiffany, alan, and alans mom was there.  her mom treated me to some chicken strips and mozz straws which was cool.  then we went back to bethys and she went to work.  then casey went home.  and i went home.  i talked to casey for 5 and a half hours on AIM today which is always good.  then i talked to bethy when she got home from work.  she was having issues and i tried to help as much as i could.  but all in all yesterday was awesome.  i got school soon, so im outtie.  oh one day casey!

tw

Currently Listening Not a Moment Too Soon By Tim Mcgraw see related

ok so i wrote a poem for casey...hope she likes it.

The World’s Most Beautiful

I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see beautiful waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;

But I wonder if any of these great things would compare to you...

The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes...

I know that I have already seen these things.

-TW